Sunday, October 06, 2002

Hahahahahahaha...TOM GREEN ROCKS~"My bum is on the cheese, my bum is on the cheese, if I'm lucky, I'll get a disease!"

"Vogue"~Madonna

Strike a pose
Strike a pose
Vogue, vogue, vogue
Vogue, vogue, vogue

Look around, everywhere you turn is heartache
It's everywhere that you go (look around)
You try everything you can to escape
The pain of life that you know (life that you know)

When all else fails and you long to be
Something better than you are today
I know a place where you can get away
It's a dance floor, and here's what it's for, so

Chorus
Come on, vogue
Let your body move to the music (move to the music)
Hey, hey, hey
Come on, vogue
Let your body go with the flow (go with the flow)
You know you can do it

All you need is your own imagination
So use it, that's what it's for (that's what it's for)
Go inside, for your finest inspiration
Your dreams will open the door (open up the door)

It makes no difference if you're black or white
If you're a boy or a girl
If the music's pumping, it will give you new life
You're a superstar, yes, that's what you are, you know it

(Chorus repeats)

Beauty's where you find it
Not just where you bump and grind it
Soul is in the musical
That's where I feel so beautiful
Magical, life's a ball
So get up on the dance floor

(Chorus repeats)

Vogue, (Vogue)
Beauty's where you find it (move to the music)
Vogue, (Vogue)
Beauty's where you find it (go with the flow)

Greta Garbo, and Monroe
Deitrich and DiMaggio
Marlon Brando, Jimmy Dean
On the cover of a magazine

Grace Kelly; Harlow, Jean
Picture of a beauty queen
Gene Kelly, Fred Astaire
Ginger Rogers, dance on air

They had style, they had grace
Rita Hayworth gave good face
Lauren, Katherine, Lana too
Bette Davis, we love you

Ladies with an attitude
Fellows that were in the mood
Don't just stand there, let's get to it
Strike a pose, there's nothing to it

Vogue, vogue

Oooh, you've got to
Let your body move to the music
Oooh, you've got to just
Let your body go with the flow
Oooh, you've got to
Vogue

Sunday, September 29, 2002

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Saturday, September 21, 2002

Sore throats bite the dust. I'm tired.

Be Happy.

Wednesday, September 18, 2002

Ah, lazy Wednesday. Hump day. Damn, I need some of that soon. You know, after a while, masturbation just loses it's fun. Haha. I finally learned a new song on my guitar....Ode to Joy, although I haven't been feeling all that joyous lately. Friends make it easier to deal. Although it's really irritating when they ask you what's wrong, you tell them what's up but don't wanna go into details, and they still bug you about it. What's WRONG with these people? Arg....*sighs*....They mean well.

Toth to be, wither to touch
A cheek, a smile, soft yet sharp
Piercing blue eyes.
My love.
For life....

Sleep tight. Don't let the bedbugs rip out your heart and throw it up against the wall.

Tuesday, September 17, 2002

"Thoughtless"~KoRn

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Chorus 1
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me

Chorus 2
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down

(Chorus 1 and 2 repeat)

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)

I'm never (?) against the wall
Gonna take you down

(Chorus 2 repeats twice)

Sunday, September 15, 2002

Am I really heinous? Is my family only saying i'm beautiful to make me feel better? Is my boyfriend saying he loves me to soften the blow that he really loves me AND another girl? What the hell is wrong with me? Should I stay or should I go....Fuck, i don't know anymore....maybe I should just fuck some random guys to prove a point...But what point would that be? That i CAN fuck other guys and not just my boyfriend, who, by the way is turning 20 in two weeks and have never slept with because i don't wanna send him to jail? Why should he be allowed to sleep with other girls and I shouldn't be allowed to sleep with other guys? Then there's the major long distance factor, about 80 miles from here to Duncan....I'm fuckin strained, and nobody wants to deal with me. But hey, at least I'm gonna have two people waiting to fuck me when i'm 16, so WA-FUCKIN-HOO, okay? This is insane. I love him. He loves me. Plus another girl. I don't know what i'm gonna do. Why am i putting this on here? This is fuckin public....well hey, if you've read this, I hope you've found it interesting.

Don't drink and drive.

Saturday, September 14, 2002

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THIS THING.....Fuck. Whatever. I said something about the afterlife, and what if there isn't one.....reincarnation exists....I'd come back as a boulder.

Trading Spaces is on.

Friday, September 13, 2002

Before I go to bed.....To all the people I've treated like shit, you probably deserved it, but nevertheless, I'm sorry now.
I've got nothing to say except that I love my boyfriend. Very much. Oh yeah. And I like bagels. That's it.

Money Is Satan.

Thursday, September 12, 2002

DAMMIT I JUST WROTE THIS BIG LONG RAMBLE AND IT DIDNT LET ME PUBLISH THE DAMN THING SO NOW IM PISSED BUT IM NOT GONNA KILL MYSELF CUZ I VALUE MY LIFE, MY LOVE, AND MY FRIENDS WAY TOO MUCH TO DO THAT BUT JUST REMEMBER THAT JESUS LOVES YOU AND WILL ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF YOU IF YOU OBEY HIS 10 COMMANDMENTS, OTHERWISE YOU'RE GONNA END UP IN A FIERY PIT CALLED "HELL", FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DIDN'T KNOW, BUT I DON'T BELIEVE IN JESUS ANYWAYS SO NONE OF THIS SHIT MATTERS, OKAY? BUT WHILE IM YELLING SINCE IM STILL MAD AT MY CRAPPY COMP, I'D LIKE TO TAKE A MOMENT TO REMEMBER ALL THE GREAT MUSICIANS WHO DIED WITHIN THE PAST DECADE, INCLUDING KURT COBAIN AND BRAD FROM SUBLIME, WHICH, BY THE WAY, MIGHT JUST BE THE GREATEST BAND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD ASIDE FROM KORN!.......................................................................................................................................................................THANK YOU.

I'm tired. I need to rest. Sayonara. Peace out. Don't kill yourselves.